*Sigh*

A lot of things on my mind. Wish I could say it out loud, but I can't. . . Wanna just spit it out like word vomit. A lot of people I just hold my feelings from, pretty much everyone, which is a bad thing. Not right to just shut people out no matter what happened in my past. Just like this Blog, I need to be short, sweet, to the point. . .

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Random. . .

I'm not the type to open your car door or kiss your hand. Is that what girls really look for? If so I'm screwed. I'd rather make you laugh then whisper sweet talk in your ear. Not my nature to sweet talk you into gettin what I want. Not the type to take advantage of a girl like that. I'll buy you flowers but not roses. Too cliche. I'm a weird-O AS I've been told. Smart but not too bright. Not the best with words or expressing my feelings. I guess what I'm tryna say is. . . Take me for me. I'll love you either way and make sure you know it because I will do my best to show it.

Another Random. . .

Sometimes I just look at myself and think that I don't belong or I'm not wanted. That's a good thing sometimes because its fun to be different. A weird-O as I've been called at times. I like not blending in or doing things that people expect of me. Keeps me sane. Running around doing what other people want is just to lame and stressful. I like to shake things up.

Does that disappoint you? Hey. . . What else is new?

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That Girl. . .

"And when I finally found the words to say, I wanted to run away."- Pharrell Williams; That Girl

We relate to a lot of things. . . Got a lot in common. . . I really like her but don't know what to say. . . *sigh*

Hurts to even imagine that it can never be. Never know til I try.

i just wanna be the one that's there. Point blank. Period.

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