Ok, So. . . A lot has been running thru the noggin lately.

Still tryna figure out this school thing. My advisors are so wishy washy when it comes to helpin me with my financial aid and everything else, its a shame. Make you not even wanna do it, for real.

I really hate where I'm living at the moment. It's like nothin here. . . AT ALL!! Trust me on that one people. No jobs, nothin to do. Like seriously no kind of activities here. I need to get outta here ASAP. . I got some options that I was thinkin of followin up on but ummm. . Gotta get the money first. You know it sucks the most when your family, mainly my DAD, won't help you, but oh well. . . Its always somethin I guess that has to be put in your way as an obstacle. I just need to run away, and FAST!! I got a couple options of where I can go tho, so its gonna be VERY soon.

BiG MiLLiON TIMES SHOUT OUT TO MY BROTHER MarQBeyond. Heard you killed the performance at Hot Topic the other day. I'm really sorry I wasn't there to be your hypeman. Its eatin me alive because I know that was a big day for you and you deserve more support. I was there with you in spirit tho fam. I got your back forever I PROMISE.

You know its quite a few people that I consider near and dear to me that's been showin me nothin but their back. Mainly friends, I'm not gonna spill out their names on here because they already know who they are. I try to love and support everyone I can, be there when they need me, talk to them, give them the care and attention they deserve. But what do I get in return?!?!?!? A BIG PiLE OF NOTHiN!! Gee, thanks. You people show me a lot about you everyday of the week with your excuses and games and bullshit. Do me a favor and save that shit for someone else because because you are wasting my time. Ok thanks =)

I guess that's enough venting for one day. If I keep goin ya might be readin for days.

Siginin' Off
5,o0o

More Random Things About Me

I'm have issues voicing my opinions.

I'm not perfect.

I'm not that BookSmart. Graduated with a "B" average.

I have issues with my appearance.

I don't like to drink water. I'm gonna have kidney problems in the future because of that.

I don't care what you think.

I've been called "emo" once or twice in my lifetime.

If I tell you I don't care, NEVER second guess me on that. The look in my eye would scare you alone.

I have a terrible way with words.

I have bad breath in the morning. Then again who doesn't really?

I'm afraid of losing the little bit of family and friends that I have, but I don't tell them.

I like to keep my feelings unpredictable.

I smile 10% of my whole lifetime.

With all that being said, TAKE ME AS I AM. You won't regret it.